I agree that Rocket Man “represents Holden's depression and insanity through its lyrics.” However, I also believe that it also parallels Holden’s view of life as the “terrific bore … [he] hates” (130). For example, the song starts describing the job of an astronaut as an everyday job. In the song, “[the astronaut’s wife] packed [his] bags last night, pre-flight. Zero hour: 9 a.m. And [he's] gonna be high as a kite by then.” In a way, this is a similar description to a man flying on a typical, boring business trip. Due to his lack of interest, the astronaut, like Holden, has lost the thrill of living.
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Monday, March 22, 2010
Loneliness
Analysis-Talk by Coldplay
The song “Talk” by Coldplay, represents Holden’s fear of his place in the future and also his trouble in finding someone to speak to. Holden is a curious boy, and when it comes to his own fate he is scared. Holden constantly brings up this subject, showing that he is nervous and scared for his future and what it will bring him. “You know those ducks in that lagoon right near Central Park South that little lake By any chance, do you happen to know where they go, the ducks, when it gets all frozen over? Do you happen to know by any chance?” (60) Holden is curious as to what fate lies in the hands of these ducks and also what is in store for Holden himself. In the song “Talk” the man is telling his brother “I can’t get through…I’m so scared about the future I don’t know what to do.” This man is clearly like Holden in that they are unsure of their place in life and they both look up to their brothers as role models. The two men cannot seem to “get through” to anyone and they are both clearly suffering from this. Holden is worried about the future, but he cannot share any of these feelings because not many people actually listen to him. Holden is in a constant state of depression, but when trying to find a way he finds himself stuck because the people he wants to talk to don’t pay much attention to him. For example, when Holden asks a Taxi driver what happens to the ducks when the lake is frozen over in central park, the man responds, “How the hell should I know?” Holden is rejected while indirectly asking about what will happen in the future. This relates to one of the lines in the song, ”You’ll tell everyone who will listen but you will feel ignored.” This is exactly how Holden feels throughout the story and he only finds a few professors and his sister helpful. Holden’s actions seem to be nonchalant, but his apparent curiosity for his well beings shows that he has a more sensitive side when it comes to things that really affect him.
Catcher Song: "Chasing Cars"
When I'm Gone
There's another world inside of me that you may never see
There's secrets in this life that I can't hide
Somewhere in this darkness there's a light that I can't find
Maybe it's too far away, maybe I'm just blind
Maybe I'm just blind
So hold me when I'm here, right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared, and love me when I'm gone
Everything I am, and everything in me
Wants to be the one you wanted me to be
I'll never let you down, even if I could
I'd give up everything, if only for your good
So hold me when I'm here, right me when i'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared, you wont always be there
So love me when I'm gone
When I'm gone
When your education xray cannot see under my skin
I won't tell you a damn thing that I could not tell my friends
And roaming through this darkness I'm alive but I'm alone
Part of me is fighting this, but part of me is gone
So hold me when I'm here, right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared, and love me when I'm gone
Everything I am, and everything in me
Wants to be the one you wanted me to be
I'll never let you down, even if I could
I'd give up everything, if only for your good
So hold me when I'm here, right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared, you won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone.
Maybe I'm just blind.
(repeat chorus part again)
Love me when I'm gone
whoa
love me when I'm gone, when I'm gone
when I'm gone, when I'm gone.
The song "When I'm gone" by 3 doors down accurately conveys Holden through the sense that both of them are struggling with the need to have a companion. Throughout the entire novel, Holden is constantly feeling "so damn depressed and lonesome" (153) - all by himself in New York City. He really wants somebody to be his friend, and he seeks companionship in the form of women, since all the guys he knows are "phonies." We know he's lonely because, aside from him planly stating it, he always "[gets] Jane Gallagher on the brain again. [He gets] her on, and [he can't] get her off" (76). This lonesomeness translates clearly into the lyrics of the song - in fact, the chorus is all about the singer longing for someone to hold him, love him, and help him do things right. Holden also feels this way - he knows that something is wrong, and can't help feeling that if he had somebody to lean on, then they could help him on the road to recovery. Further, the singer says "I'd give up everything, if only for your good". I think all of us believe that in Holden's desperation, he'd give almost anything in order to have a companion, so he doesnt have to keep "roaming through this darkness," "alive but alone". On a final note, the whole minor tone and soft, slow, rhythm of this piece gives listeners that lagging, depressed feeling. A feeling of empathy - you feel like you can relate to the singer, and it makes you feel slightly meloncholy.
Clarissa